29-12-09

purple-ing

So, went to Gurney with lili yesterday..
met up with him, and watched Avatar...
this movie is really awesome...
the combination btw myth and tech, cool!
altho i almost fell asleep during the starting part.. xD
after movie, went to Cold Storage to meet Goshen..
Lolz he's still that pinky, hahahaha!!
Talked for not even more than a min, then we left d..
had our dinner.

went to seaside, been sitting & chatting at thr for hours.
don't feel like going back...=p
it is a good place for being emo... xD
and lili keep on sticking with her phone!
hehe, so we went back after dat.

Lizzie called me when i am home..
=)))

hong is coming back tomorrow!
have a date with him on friday, dont ppk ar!
hehe~

to be continue....

iPhone VS W508 ??

so in love with my FOX.. thx mama :-*

W705, W508, AINO, iPhone xD

PALE

focus on the one behinds me xD

Slept at 6am+ this morning, been chatting on the phone with Hong for hours.
Hahahaha nice one, a lot of endless stories to share with.. =D
Knew him for 7 years long, he understands me too well.
Another one I trust for years.
My loyalty supporter, hahaha X)
大哥大哥~ =D

day was lovely...
went to Starbucks for brunch, then The Chicken Rice Shop for 2nd round,
of course I wasn't the one who ate twice laaaa..
After that, fetching mom here and there..
and time is flying, now already 11pm++

Gonna sleep early tonight...
I don't want you to tease me~
wahahaha~
xD

I now only realized I really really spoke too much for my whole day.
=x

Lizzie Lizzie...
I love you, love you!!!

hehe, nitez world...
XOXO

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p/s :

don't emo emo ah, ang gu gu chak!!
muackz.. =P

Well...

DEAR...

Now only I realize how similar we are...
We seemed like always been through the same things at the same time..
I don't understand how could it be...
But you'll always be my greatest honor.
Because of you, I knew that I have to be tough enough,
I wanna be the one who can always let you rely on,
since you can do it, I believe that I can do it as well,
I won't let you down my dear.
And why are you so silly, thought that I'd blame you for all these?
No, I will never put the blame on you.
Don't feel guitly dear, this is what makes you perfect in my eyes.
Yeah I never care about how others gonna think of you,
you're just the most perfect one in me.
I love you, more than everything, I can accept everything as long as it's from you my dear.
Stop thinking of nonsense, I could be your supporter for life, I swear.
You'll always have me, this is the solid fact,
no one can ever change it, and not even try to think of it.
You're the one I trust the most in this world.
Needn't to hide a single thing in front of you, you deserved my everything.
You're so important to me, more than words could say.
- Unbreakable -
So, I love ya, =D

Do take care of yourself...
No worries dear.
XOXO


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然后，凌晨2点33分
我又回来了，因为莉莉，
我才发现到原来……

被动的那一方不一定就是被爱的那一个，
原来我错了那么多年……

还来得及……
=)

Hellooooo people =D
Had a niceeeee and loveeelyyyy dayyy ahaa!!
Eventho I was being emo last night, hmmm =X
Yet everything is turning much and much better from the moment I woke up..
Err Hmm, since when ice cream can represented good morning?? XD
Hahahaha, how cute.

Oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIA!!!! Have a blast one! 18th dy, finally ya!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the one who brought you here =)))

Lemme recall back what had happened throughout the day....
Early in the morning.... her phone didn't stop vibrating....
Few hours later, things went very wrongly...
1st, phone calls, 2nd, Sms, 3rd, msn, 4th, phone calls again...
At last, everything turns out to be very dramatic and urgent ==
I was like wtf, how could it be....
Few minutes later, She and I rushing all the way bck to AIMST...
Speed all the way while talking on the phone, she was doing the same thing either.
SWT, but we did enjoyed, hahahaha, 苦中作乐 !
Finally we've settled down everything in 3 hours time??
I was so hungry =x 4 of us went for brunch nicely~ wasn't easy at all. hahahaha.
Hey Lili~ don't you agree?? hahahaha.

Then, rushing back home, accompany my sweet mama to kuala kedah~
To send my relatives back to langkawi... dropped them at jetty...
It was raining when we're on the way back to sp...
Experiencing the same weather like dat day, hahaha, if you're with me you sure enjoy it =P
Then headed to Pasar Malam, it's so long dat I nvr been there...
I miss KL's night market so much... nicer! more chinese! hehe..

Then keep playing until now...
Change your mindset and everything can be very different...
=D

I'm tough and strong enough.
I won't let myself down easily again.
Heehee xD

什么时候开始，我的blog变成了中英对照?
哈哈哈，没关系，看得懂就好。
今天早上发生的事情，让我对“吵架”这两个字彻底的反感。
看了很想跟她们揍下去。
越大的人越不会处理问题。
真的有够王八蛋的，一哭二闹三上吊，Zzz...
从她们身上看见了和我最亲密的2个人的影子，心里无限唏嘘, 心寒。
我看到了爱的尽头。原来爱也有尽头。
吵来吵去都不知道在吵什么，说来说去都不是说出心底的话，
闭上嘴巴，用心去听，去感应一下对方，有那么难吗？
最后，一切都在沉默中结束。
互相伤害后能够得到更大的满足感和快乐吗？
不要回答我，你们心中有答案。

然后，人就是喜欢自暴自弃，自甘堕落，
再给自己一大堆的借口，继而颓废下去……
没有眼睛再看下去。我知道我多事，我不看了啦。
Your life, your choice...
=P

Goodnight world..
XOXO

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p/s :

and together we live out now

=D

有好多话想对不同的人说。所以，请主角们对号入座，谢谢。
记得，对号入座就好，不要去看不属于你们的文字，否则，我会再次被套上“复杂”的罪名。
当然前提是，倘若 [复杂] 对某些人来说是种罪的话。

Jellyfish, as I said...
Jealousy kills, sensitivity kills...
I'm really sorry for being weird.
So, I apologize...
Yet...
Apologising doesn't mean dat you're wrong & the other is right...
It only means dat you value the r'ship much more than your ego...
And so do I...
I'm so sorry. Forgive me plz?
Please?

头大大的那个人..
爱情对你来说是奢侈的吗?
真的是这样吗?
人如果一定要牺牲掉一样东西，
你选择牺牲了爱情，
那我，将会选择牺牲掉我所有的回忆…
我真的努力过了，却始终化不开我们之间那道无形的墙...
累了，我是时候放下我那沉重的包袱了。
要你一直开心下去哦，加油... =)

Siok Yee
6年了。
好不容易哦，这一切都好不容易
那么多年了，我很珍惜你
一直以来都很在乎你，你知道吗？
知道你快要飞了，我们之间也好像也走越远，
那种心酸的感觉，你明白吗？
心里一天一点在倒数，眼睛闭上就是我们过去几年的点点滴滴
从我们怎样认识，怎样相处，
所有，都还历历在目，回忆还是清晰的。
时间让我们都长大了。
我们的世界看似一样，却始终不再一样了。
什么时候开始，真心的话都变成了刺耳的话；
而开玩笑的话，都变成了伤人的话？
我不屑你所在乎的，你在意我所不在乎的。
其实这一些，我都告诉过你了吧。
只是不知道你还记得吗？
到了今天我还是没有忘记3年前你曾告诉过我，
你的世界毁了，还有我……
这句话，让我一直撑到现在，谢谢你。
我明白你也有自己的难处和苦衷，
所以，请你原谅我很多时候都专注于过去的伤害而忽略了你当下的感受，
这一点我真的不够体贴。对不起，对不起。
想对你说，不管昔日，现在或以后，
你对我来说，永远都会是很重要很重要的一个人，
第一个对我真诚的女生。
我爱你，很爱很爱你，=)
I never forget our happy moments eventho we had our sad times...
I truly appreciate you, you mean too much for me...
take care dear..

Jessica Liew

yeah you...
please forget about yesterday,
let the past be the past, wat bygone is bygone,
you can never have it again,
throw it away, step out from your past,
throughoutly, you should face it,
but not to avoid it, and escape from it,
you can no longer be a coward anymore...
don't disappointed those who love you...
don't let them down...
everyone should be given a chance,
so why don't you give yourself a chance to start a new one?
forgive and forget...
get over all this, don't ever give up to be the better one...
try to work it out...
=)
i love you..


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p/s： Once upon a time, 我也曾经简单过

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

they looked so gay in pink~

难兄难弟

流星花园?? XD

It's 2.03am now, and I'm still sitting in my living room to on9..
Lili is besides me with my baby Vaio.. hahaha
EeLeen juz came out from bath, Amy is on the phone with somebody now~
I'm going to send A&E off to bus stop tomorrow early in the morning~
They are going to Muar~ E's hometown.

Oh ya, I speed all the way from my house to BLM then Taman Melati
and Pekan Lama and at last return to home again just for fun, after we had our supper.
The way we acted just like lalamui~ turning up the volume of radio to the max, and I almost hit till 160km/h. =x ( sshhzzz, don't tell my parents plz. )
We good girls gone bad. Oops. For me, I'd say dat, bad girl gone worse. XD

We had a lot of fun today. =D
Nothing much to say..
Goodnight People. with LOVE.

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p/s: 我的心还是有点酸酸的.

Another usual but lovely day ends here..
Hehe, and today is a tiring day for me..
Thanks to Lili... :S
Because of her, I was forced to staying up until 4am..
Didn't sleep well at all, tired like hell...

Went to Aimst lor.
Then, haha, I don't want to talk much bout what I've done lor.
Or else somebody will shoots me again~ lmao~

Been chatting and facebooking for my whole day.
Tonight Lili isn't staying with me, since she is involved in caroling..
sobs, started to miss her somehow.
Nobody plays with me now, xD

Tomorrow gonna fetch my aunt from jetty i think..
they're coming bck from Langkawi..to c'brate xmas with us =D
i miss my fatty bombom. hehehe.

Hmm, since when you're following my blog?
I'm surprised dat you came to me and asked me bout dat.
And Thank You for not suffering me, I truly appreciate dat,
I think my mom will be very happy for this, hehehe.

然后…
今天聊了很多，说了一大堆平时不会说的话题，
你又再一次让我觉得自己老了很多，哈哈哈。
听了那么多，有点心酸，有点哀伤。
我也对你改观了，那是好的。
我好像都在思考，可是到头来我的脑海却一片空白。
but, it doesn't matter.
=)

Memories are the most precious things in life,
they cannot be undone, cannot be repeat,
despite of good or bad,
they only happened once...

alright, take care world..
nights ya!
i love ya'll...

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p/s : 放纵的爱也会让天空刮满伤痕...